You Must Know

i have a cup of water, salty water on my table
and the salty didn't come the salt
it's naturally produce from my eye
i drink cursedly with my mouth
and come out as urine
i have a really nice scissors it cost RM6.50
it's beautiful and sharp too
my heart it's so dirty and filty
what happens if i take my beautiful scissors and poke true my heart will it be beautiful like my scissors?
i hope it will if not i won't see you again...
we're friends remember?
we talk stuff together.
all because of ME!
do you know that i'm a bitch?
now you hated me because of what i've done!
i regret it my whole life! WHOLE FREAKIN LIFE!
you were talking to me and 1 and a half later you've left you're duty as a friend
i think that day you've say to me that day during maths
you call me not to do it
i've listen to you, you know that?
you know i'm freakin weak in chinese
you know i'm SHOCK!
i do it all, ALL by my whole feakin hand and BRAIN!
i don't understand a word what the paper was saying i just tikam
that day u told me to be careful
that day after school
i should promised you something but i didn't
do you know what is that
i, zoe ong this peanut brain BiT** will not do it again. If i do it i'll not talk to u look at u think of u and not even a minute thinking about doing ur friend anymore in my whole life
that day onwards i LISTEN to U!
remember that!
i was so scared to tell u
u know y?
i scared of LOSING A FRIEND!
and that day u never online!
i'm not worthy to be ur friend
maybe without me u'll had a better life
BUT
without you
my life is ZERO
my mistakes are no jokes
i'm ashamed of what i've done
all i wan u to believe me
ONE MORE TIME
I'LL CHANGE
JUST ONCE
I BEGGED YOU
ONE
NO TWO
OR THREE
JUST ONCE
WiLL YOU FORGiVE ME?
BE MY BESTFRIEND BACK!
i swear CROSS MY BUTT AND SWEAR TO NOT DO THAT EVER EVER AGAIN
PLEASE
JUST ONCE
YOU MUST KNOW
I NEVER BEGGED PEOPLE LIKE THIS SO MUCH TIME
YOU'RE THE FIRST ONE
PLEASE MY LOVELY, AWESOME, COOL, DOSEN'T HAVE A PEANUT BRAIN LIKE ME, SMART,BEST FRIEND!



x.o.x.o. luv